Those who have struggle in any way with financial lack often develop an ostrich approach to money, hiding from the fact – because they are simply so scary. So the project this week is to know what you know about your finances by developing a budget. Look back at the last month and assess what you have spent. Total it up by categories that reflect your average spend. For instance R1000 on food, R3000 on rent etc. Don’t be fussy. Dithering and making a big issue of this exercise is simply part of the lack way of living. Invite yourself to keep it simple.
As you do this project notice the sensations in your body. When started doing it did your stomach clench? Did you heart beat faster? As you look at your what you spent did you feel nauseas or completely happy and uplifted? When you totalled up the amount did you feel panicky? Do the project on a dual highway of awareness –on the one hand the facts and figures, on the other your emotional response. These physical sensations are simply information. Ask a neutral observer to come forward and notice them without judgement. Then write down everything that happened. For example if your stomach tightened at the beginning and got tighter and tighter until it was a little ball at the end, you would write that, noticing you were in physical clamp down the entire time.
Physical contraction or constriction is what I call the NO state. When the NO state is active around money, it closes you down and repells money. When the YES state, joy, pleasant anticipation and relaxed expansion, is active your beeper is ON shouting to the universe ‘MEGA MONEY COME HERE’. In YES states you are attractive to money. As you do this be aware that ff, like I had, you are seriously afraid and contracted in money issues, your healing journey will be a gradual process. And awareness is the only thing you need to trigger a natural healing process that lives within you and knows how to run without your help. If you try to stop a NO state, or change it, it makes it worse. There are ways to shift, but for now its very useful for you to discover the action of YES and NO energies in you when you are dealing with money.
So happy journeys with your mega money manifestation project!